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today, as i was driving to work at around 9 am,i was listening to westlife, an old songs when i recieved a call from a friend.talk about business and future projects which still tak nampak bayang.

one of my staff who lived in shah alam didnt come to work. when asked the other guy; he mentioned that that person cannot come to work due to takder duit. adehhhh.cepat… i nak C4 tu cepat!!!! entahlah, i’ve done all my best utk cari sources utk cover for them; tapi tak cukup. ishhhhhh

i suppose to design some stuff for customer. sambung semalam punya design which still hanging coz i dah tepu. no idea neh. tension betul.i did try to face the banks and asked for loans, tapi sumer mangkuk hayun. almost all of them mintak benda yang bukan bukan. one of the nice cyberfriend who also a blogger did gave some contacts to me.a government agency which i quite doubt prior to past experiences.anyway, maybe next week i’ll try to contact them.

All of these makes me sad.I know i could go very far in this line but these financial woes is a really really big hurdle to me. My company is just 3 months old.How i could possible to provide six month bank statement as requested by the banks ?? I’ve spent close to 100k of my own savings plus some helps from the family to ensure this business moving.Now dah habis, dah habis sumber nak korek dah. As i told the banker, i had a very bright future, many projects are coming in and i’m stuck and i need financial injection to move further.They can see that in the first three months my sales already shown a very handsome figure( i pun hensem gak tau!!hihihi) cuma the problem is i tak dapat payments; and that’s why i cannot gerak lebih.

And he told me, kalau awak tak dapat payment, macamana awak nak bayar bank ????

Aku rasa nak hempuk jer ngan keyboard!

Yep, this company is a small company and i have no relation whatsoever with any big names.Tak ada datuk and tak ada tan sri.Yes, my daddy is a datuk. tapi dia dapat datuk tu sebab dia ada cucu, tak kira. Mungkin kalau ada one of the director ni bin Jamaluddin or bin Abdullah - mungkin cepat skit kot.

Entahlah…. i really need to do something.I need to do fast… but what else could i do ???