ramadhan…antara realiti dan fantasi
hari yang ke 28….
today might be the last day that i could blog before raya… so nak mintak duit raya maaf dan ampun pada semua peminat blog ini (hehehehe).to all my cyber friends who were really nice and to those who supports me tru ups and downs and to those that i directly kutuk/praised/mentioned/hint’ed’/blasted in the blogs… maaf zahir batin.
abanglong sentiasa berdoa dan berharap agar setiap kedatangan ramadan; it would be a better ramadhan than last one.i always wish that it could be filled with things that could give me ‘plus points’ di hari penentuan nanti….
in business; i would always try my best and bekorban apa saja demi untuk menaikkan company. demi untuk memajukan diri dan agama bangsa dan negara….. (hehehehe sounds too patriotic ehhh!!! hahahahaha) dalam lain perkataan…. aku nak jadi kayo!!kena kojo keras….
in life: i’m getting older and older each and every day… i’m 27 and counting (yes its tru… i’m 27! but 10 years ago la) i hope to be a better person; a better husband, a better father, a better son, a better lover.
in personal achievements: i would always love to learn and discover new things in life.take up new skills and such!
in business: it’s over with unta. part of me; i feel glad but other part of me, i feel deeply sad. i really wish that the partnership could last forever but somehow; things drifted apart each day. and those last days tu; it really shows the real unta…..
first he get really mad and maki2 over a simple things, over a simple misunderstanding. and he shut me out. yeah… he originally sewa the kilang before we join. and he simply said…. adi.. aku dah taknak tengok muka engkau! as simple as that…..
he called up all the stuff and shouts…. he give only two pilihan… mana2 staff nak ikut him stays and mana2 staff nak ikut i; ikut i.
that evening i had to attend a business meeting with client; one of the staff called me that unta persuades the staff to stay with him and he told ALL the staff ALL the bad things about me. made up stories that i just menumpang him, i tak mengenang budi, i songlap duit, i itu and i ini…..
that evening also shows his attitude…. all my things in the office were ransacked, all the personal things and documents he simply search/baca… for no apparent reasons. all my personal belongings he put in 3 boxes and letak depan office. a bold statement to me!
he also refused to listen to what i need to say; what need to discuss and what need to settle. he just gave me a list…. ni amaunt yang kau kena bayar and such. i didnt agree with it coz it really doesnt imply what we initially janji masa awal2 JV dulu… but i malas nak gaduh… coz to me if aku gaduh dengan orang bodoh; aku dua kali lebih bodoh!!!!
he cut all the power to all my machines there.. so all my stuffs cannot be manufactured.
allahu akhbar…. semoga satu hari beliau diberi hidayat… amin!
so; in short notice i searched around for a new factory lot for rent/purchase.
in such a short notice i need to find lots of monies to transfer machines,renovate kilang to accomodate the special machines, fork out the downpayments, and bla bla bla…..
allahu akhbar…. semoga satu hari beliau diberi hidayah dan petunjuk…. amin!
so; after raya, abanglong would beroperasi dari tempat baru dan semangat baru…. doakan kejayaan hamba wahai sahabat sahabat sakalian ekkkk!!
i love you all….. i mean it.